Thursday, February 7, 2008

Tougher Than Tina Cycle Goes Bust!

So my third injectible cycle didn't work. I am very upset. I am going to skip this cycle and try to get myself together. At the end of the month I will meet with my doctor to discuss my options.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Tonight's Fortune Cookie

"You will be pleasantly surprised soon."

I have been trying not to get my hope's up because the let down is so brutal. I mean when AF comes not only do I have to deal with the disappointment but I also have to get myself back into the stirrups and start the whole egg drop drama from scratch.

But when I opened the fortune cookie tonight I was pleasantly surprised and it really made me feel a glimmer of hope.

I don't actually feel pregnant but I know that that feeling is neither scientific nor definitive.

We'll see.

Friday, February 1, 2008

Photo Friday: Black and White

Here is a candid of one our cats, Remy. She has a purr like a diesel engine. In this photo, she is trying to comfort me as I talked her ear off last night about how I 'just know' I'm not pregnant.

Nadia was working late and I was lying in bed, when Remy decided to join me. She asked me to tell her my deep dark secrets with her eyes, so I poured my heart out.

She learned about my fear of never getting pregnant and of my fatigue and frustration with the TTC.

I have to admit that she is not 'my favorite' cat. She has too much energy and a mischievous air, which can be tedious when she has hidden a piece of my jewelry, or when she wants to play with my feet in the middle of the night.

But I have to admit that she was very sweet to me last night and quite a comfort in my time of need. I will always love her dearly for that.